08:00pm
Monday Night!
Time couldn't be that same as it once been a long back in gone years. Today, outta nowhere, a lil' but a very old thought hit in my head, & would remind me something i had forbidden a long back.
A long back, a couple of years back from now, in an evening, i was having a great time with my online writer-friends, & reading & reviewing their work, accordingly with time. Suddenly, a lady got popped up before eyes, & i reviewed her stuffs, She thanked me for being stopped by around, and in a mean time, our conversation got fueled with words. We both were enjoying the time together. I already knew she was way older than me, & me was fucking younger than her, perhaps, besides of this age-ish norms, i kept myself engaged with readin' & reviewing her stuffs. Day passed on by, nights walked on by life, and another eve. would come, & got me something i wasn't aware of. Suddenly, our talk reached to something which further prevent me from getting engaged with her stuffs anymore.
I said, "i will never get older. I'm younger, and will be so young forever in life."
And she replied, "you're ev'n getting older with every passing minute. and you can't be younger forever. you're gettting older with time."
I would hate that fucking lady at the time, and never talked to her back again. I was a kid enough during those days. Just +2 passed out student, & a 1st or 2nd year college student i was. I wasn't graduated that time. Almost a kid i was. And never knew how this life works, and what it exactly wants from us.
Day and nights passed on by, and as more time accumulated by the pavements of life, i grown, and now realizing .. what she said was true, and what i illusively lived around was nothing but ... just a deception of mind.... that got shattered into pieces with time. And today, i'm grown. My childhood gone. Responsibilies overwhelmed me with priorities of life. And smiles got hidden somewhere behind the pilgirms of worries. Ev'n my passion got covered behind the scars of age as well. And sitting on the same couch, 5 years later since then, today, i realizing... what i lived wasn't true, but what i be living is not belonged to virtue. Ah... such a deception of mind we all living in!
Monday Night!
Time couldn't be that same as it once been a long back in gone years. Today, outta nowhere, a lil' but a very old thought hit in my head, & would remind me something i had forbidden a long back.
A long back, a couple of years back from now, in an evening, i was having a great time with my online writer-friends, & reading & reviewing their work, accordingly with time. Suddenly, a lady got popped up before eyes, & i reviewed her stuffs, She thanked me for being stopped by around, and in a mean time, our conversation got fueled with words. We both were enjoying the time together. I already knew she was way older than me, & me was fucking younger than her, perhaps, besides of this age-ish norms, i kept myself engaged with readin' & reviewing her stuffs. Day passed on by, nights walked on by life, and another eve. would come, & got me something i wasn't aware of. Suddenly, our talk reached to something which further prevent me from getting engaged with her stuffs anymore.
I said, "i will never get older. I'm younger, and will be so young forever in life."
And she replied, "you're ev'n getting older with every passing minute. and you can't be younger forever. you're gettting older with time."
I would hate that fucking lady at the time, and never talked to her back again. I was a kid enough during those days. Just +2 passed out student, & a 1st or 2nd year college student i was. I wasn't graduated that time. Almost a kid i was. And never knew how this life works, and what it exactly wants from us.
Day and nights passed on by, and as more time accumulated by the pavements of life, i grown, and now realizing .. what she said was true, and what i illusively lived around was nothing but ... just a deception of mind.... that got shattered into pieces with time. And today, i'm grown. My childhood gone. Responsibilies overwhelmed me with priorities of life. And smiles got hidden somewhere behind the pilgirms of worries. Ev'n my passion got covered behind the scars of age as well. And sitting on the same couch, 5 years later since then, today, i realizing... what i lived wasn't true, but what i be living is not belonged to virtue. Ah... such a deception of mind we all living in!
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