gone goodness

you can't be good to everyone 

neither can be that bad to all 

i'm no fond of friends anymore 

neither have i been so at all. 

some knows me by my past 

some understands me by my present 

i do care for both, perhaps.. 

the lessons of life be now vacant. 

and it hurts allot, 

when past comes appeared before eyes 

your virtue turn to lies 

& yo smiles go lost in silent-cries. 

waters got nothin' on tears 

so i drink 'em all to get numb 

adulterously, being fallen in wickedness 

o' yeah baby, i forbidden what's love. 

cause... in the journey of life, 

the game of love, we all play 

& when it comes to hurt, 

our heart's one to be... in grey. 

I played that game once, & now... 

the ashes of its memories be what left behind 

my fun gone turned to addiction -- 

the addiction that indulged us deep inside. 

it's a signal of gone goodness -- 

the goodness i once lived around, 

now the thing're all changed 

but me being the same dang lone in own town. 

ps.

I must learn to laugh at past 

& forgive me for what I done,

her hate shan't be d cause to my misery

'cause my misery is what i already drunk,

perhaps, still am i so undrunk

but in d worry of... my lost stardom.