fallen angel

things're now changed quite

nothin' left behind nor time

neither i'm yours nor you mine

past been dark, now my present entwined

yes, the things be now changed quite

nothin' left same as before it's been once a long while

once i've been rage, so naive

but now the innocence sss... ss... strine

success was deceptive, perhaps the deception was mine

i lived thro' the moment, though negotiated living my life

now the time's gone... 

& with such haitus chasm, 

me being prehistorically vieux jeu in caliginous nights'.

still do i remember, 

the opportunites were prime, fortune'd nev'r bite, 

my destiny was vogue, but now ev'n the fate australopithecine.

everythin' gone extinct... 

somewhere behind the veils of mayhems 

& along that, my success gone declined 

the truth's now unmasked 

ersatzed-mask un-revealed the virtue, shall i cry

nothin' can i do to bring things back around;

can't fix things right

'cause now the things're quite changed 

& me alongwith my fallen dreams be more like... fallen-angel, fallen off cloud-nine.

ps.

tried to laugh out loud at past

sorry, couldn't i be more drunk,

neither can i alter nor perish... 

yo the things that already being bummed

i know i lit the cigar...

with the ashes of its wispery-humd-hum

tenebrosity was i much drained into,

perhaps, there was something more... that had me utter numbed.