city lights

perhaps, being so lost in darkness, 

i look searching for light 

darkness, my home 

& i live the night. 

i know can be happy 

though i live sad. 

life's one journey 

that i walk dead. 

& many things do happen... 

in the journey of life, 

being so lost in darkness, 

sometimes, i long to searching for lights'.

i'm being lost in the world -

the world overwhelmed with love.

being so flickered by shine

i see, poor pigeons being glittered by dove.

freedom's all that one wanted. 

what he got deception in return,

sometimes, i'm being lost in suchlike city lights

& wondered: "when's it my turn?"

{being so lost in city lights,

i'm being lost in the search of.. "what's love?"}

"is it the pleasure or pleasure with pang?"

"is it worth money or pain in love-game?"

love being sold out in the corners, you slain

so sometimes, i'm wondered 'bout the meaning of my wonderings', disdain. 

perhaps, being so lost in darkness, 

i look searching for light 

darkness, my home 

& i live the night. 

i know can be happy 

though i live sad. 

life's one journey 

that i walk dead. 

& many things do happen... 

in the journey of life, 

being so lost in darkness, 

sometimes, i long to searching for lights'.

***

ps.

it's good be forgotten; 

bad to be remembered

life's one roller-coaster ride

sometimes, we hired, so sometimes, we rendered;

sometimes, we laugh-ed, so sometimes, we cry-ied

sometimes, we enjoy-ed, so sometimes, we lie-d;

sometimes, we grin-ned, so sometimes, we smile-d

perhaps, being so bewildered, bewitched & "B-Graded"

with pleasure,

we're all being so dried, drained, & disdained...

by the glitterings' of city-lights.