Random Thoughts ~

Today, it's 6th December, 2020 - here i am sitting on my bed and wondering about not just how fast the time has gone but also how an year has been dwelled somewhere in past... 2020 is about to leave.. we are all going to enter anew so-called year 2021 in a few days... 

I still remember when i was little, i used to make resolution (s) every new year and for the first month of new year, i used to keep try hard to work on accomplishing my resolution and dreams.. but with walking time, i would go get more lazy ov'r time and start putting off things to tomorrow... 

... it has now been so many gone years. 2020 is even about to get replaced with 2021.. i may have achieved a lot things what a regular.. random and an average guy gets or works hard-or-easy on to achieve in life but i admit that i have been way fruitless to get what i wanted to.. and this has been a question to me since long to know and to find answer to: "what am i supposed to get? and what am i supposed to do with my life?" 

When i was little, i wanted to get a job because i wanted to earn money like others. And now when i have a job, of course, just like others.. i am also wondering; gone lost in my own obviously just like others. In the race of people & daily norms, i too find me at the same spot of life where i find me nowhere but lost amongst the crowd of people, unrecognized. 

Moral: 

- Never run after what everyone is tryna chase on. If you do so, you will end up with same things they already ended up with - emptiness! 

- If you wanna work on your dreams, you have to stop following others and do things differently that, i know, will never come in people's favor... because if you do things differently, people will never appreciate or like it as it never falls into their category.. and this is where half of this world gone lost into. 

Advice: Stop listening to others all time, do your thing and work on your dreams to build it better. 

- Dreams are never died, they are just lost in your own thoughts - the disposition of thoughts. If you take some time to find 'em in you, you shall definitely meet what you left a long back. 

- Sharing dreams with others is good but it doesn't make any difference if you do the same what others keep doing since long you have achieved your dreams or else people will either stop you chasing on your dreams or will get you hypnotized with your own ecstasy - The Distraction! 

Also, when i could never accomplish my resolutions, i used to mock at other's resolutions. And now i realize why i would do that; and what made me doing so - it's all human nature. When you are failed to achieve something in life, you think it's impossible to be achieved... 

... and when you see others keep tryna hard to achieve 'em in their life, you start making fun of their dreams and resolutions because you think they are fool who wasting time on making resolutions... which now i find very stupid. 

Ps.

Every one has different life; different way of living. One should never let others feel down even rather help others stand up when they are down. This is how you make difference and even achieve your own dreams - helping others achieve something often helps you achieve something, undisguised...  which can never be written or told or shared but can only be felt and personified.