no one teaches you what you get taught by your own. I see, there’re many coaching centres, classes or institutes that provide proper knowledge of things & make you overcome the barriers of life. some writing classes help you become better writer. some coaching institutes may help students crack competition exams easily with a help of little hard work.. & on & on…
..
… but in real, the truth of reality is, everyone’s running business… & business only runs on profit not with emotionalism. and profit got nothin to do with emotions so businesses mean fooling people around.
they make ‘em belive that you’ll crack exams with good rank if you start takin’ coaching classes from this or that institute, but once your amount is handed over to their hands, they hardly care of what you do there in class whether you learn or not, whether you attend regular classes or not, it’s none of their business. they only belong to money, & want warming their pocket with a good amount of dough.
one of my friends takin’ coaching class for about a year, but still she’s failed to crack any of the exam (s) she wants to. and when i asked her ‘bout the problem. she said, “they don’t teach right. even the students know much more than teachers… ”
latter, i replied, then why don’t ya leave… ?
“I’ve already invested or given a large amount of money to 'em. and if I quit, my money, my time that I’d spend, my year that I’d drop… everything will go waste in a trash of bin… and on & on,” she said with frustration.
also, she added, “.. I can’t even tell it to my parents about it 'cause… now it’s too late to.”
and here I come to understand & learn that the things can never be taught by teachers what you learn from your own.
coaching centres or classes are now seemed like a “vogue-euphemism” that incessantly indulging today’s youth or people so badly. everybody wants to achieve success so they keep moving after something they don’t even know of. they’re all in race… & keep following the trails of others. today, everybody is takin’ coaching classes & investing or, may be, wasting a very good amount of money in a hope to get better life but the reality is…
… no one can teach you what you get taught by your own. so stop getting fooled by the world. coaching inst. are and should only be taken as a guideline not as a medicine or a cure to every problem. take classes if u want to, but more importantly, put ur own hard efforts to breakthrough your dreams. your efforts are everything.. that u can even do staying at home or without going to coaching institutes keeping good material of study with you.
I have attended some classes back in the end of 2014 but I would hardly complete my session 'cause there what I would find is nothin’ but a crowd of people/students who were & are.. keep following what teachers makin’ 'em to. It’s more like a machine or kinda robotic work that students doin’ or running on the particular command based on “competition”. also, if you’re weak at any particular subject, u’re nicely crushed by others. teachers even hardly care of weaks students out there.
for ex. of all the subjects, my eng. was strong in that group but logical and analytical section was and is still so poor, resulting, I’d easily beat others at eng. but when it came to maths or analytical part, I was just an easy beat to everyone. I asked to others if they could help me at maths. one of the students did help but a few days later, he also turned his face off me.
I tried contacting him allot but … there was no luck!
that day I’d earn one thing that… everybody’s in race. noone is there to help you but demolish you easily once they knew your weakness.
so I stopped calling him.. even deleted his number from my phone. and never bothered him, afterwards. today, I see, check his online profile, it shows, he’s at a very good post & earning a very handsome salary…
… but me – still at the same place I ever been.
so what does that mean?
neither coaching inst. had whirled the wand on him nor nobody made me good at eng. he took classes for guidance but in real, he also put his own efforts to conquer his dream. I had taught myself eng. but would make a blunder mistake thinkin that… attending coaching classes are enough to improvise my maths… & getting job… done. no! it’s not.
again, the thing you learn by your own can never be taught by anybody else.
perhaps, I’d got a job back in 2015 not as good as his, but almost not that bad. I cracked the interview but when I reached at job place, I saw everything beyond expectations. i thought it was a bankin’ job but in real, it was quite a “retail” bankin’ job (related to marketing) where your work is to sale accounts or begetting accounts as many as you can. makin’ people make policies, convincing 'em to apply for life insurance policies to our bank and on & on..
… and if you’re failed at makin’ people convince or so called makin’ 'em FOOL around, your promotion is not so possible.
when I’d talk about it all to one of the managers of that bank & also, my roommate, he said, “ you can’t convince people if u don’t lie. once I had spoken the truth to one person, & he never came back to me again.”
“but what’d we get lying to people?” I asked
he smiled & responded, “nothin’.. but it’s all how business runs where u either save others or take yourself to the top.”
and I quit the job just 'cause i ain’t that good playing with innocent people’s life’s. may be, it’s cause I’m writer living, what you so- called, stupid #writerslife ?? perhaps, I believe, it’s worth living rather makin’ people fool around.
Don’t know, but whatever it is…
(i)
“.. once i’ve also been…
that wicked in past
now i no longer wish
to be the part of dwarf.”
(ii)
“I know, I lied to people
since I been a teen or child,
but childhood’s now gone
perhaps, it taught me what real life is.”
(iii)
“i’m living under the shadow
shadow belongs to past
I hate the world but wait..
.. do love you most of y'all.”
(iv)
“u’ll never listen to me
'cause u have to run ur life
the world’s very wicked
& it’s not ur fault if u…
… belong to bargained tribe-ry”.
(v)
“u all keep racing the race
but life ain’t no race,
open ur eyes, my friend
before It becomes too late.”
(vii)
“quitting is not bad
sometimes, u listen to ur heart
everything u love in all
is also designed to have to hurt.”
(vi)
“what u love the most
will be hated by you all,
I don’t say u get changed
but hey…
at least, listen to your heart.”
(vii)
“okay, I believe, u’re all in race
& keep fooling people around
I also can do this job
but my heart ain’t allow me to be unfairly astound get crowned.”
it’s all race. and cheating is must in it. I can also do the job. what all I have to do is… “To Kill Emotionalism”. and following the trail of others, but pardon to my self, I better choose quitting than keep living with the unsatisfaction of heart.
… it’s a race that people keep running around & if u come last at this race, nobody pays attention to you. so either come first or quit! I would choose to quit rather forcing myself to do what my heart never allowed me doin’ so… 'cause neither i’m nor wish to be a part of that race that make me stabbing my own dignity in my own eyes. be remembered: “life’s not a race… but a journey that should be walked easily not abruptly.”
perhaps, it’s also true… “some says, life’s a race so some claiming, life’s journey I wonder, what’s purpose of life… if it ain’t no full of mystery mysterious world y'all living in miserable soul y'all become I tell ya, life’s really not a race but WE all running it undone.”
