Insomnia

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I lost my focus - O' yeah O' - focus ov’r the things.

For 'bout the past few years, i’ve been dreaming – 

Dreaming to get what the hell I imagine to bling!

I ain’t know what just happened - Oh hallucination

Fantasy got me delusion. The Reality – An Illusion –

The illusion of funeral things that got me real hard

& took me away from where the hell I being was.

I became insomniac; got internet-Hum that churn!

I forgot who I was; how and what I be --- became 

Everyday I got numb – even still...i’m pretty numb;

Lying into my bed with a pen in a hand writing a note --

to myself. What the hell it is! I ain't know, damn thing

It brought depression so I made it my passion belonged

to erotic fashion - the fashion to masturbation. Ouch!!

Ov’r the past few years,

Reading everyday. Damn. Writing late-nights.

This’s all I got – the insomnia of wondrous-life

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