Insomnia

~*~*~

I lost my focus - O' yeah O' - focus ov’r the things.

For 'bout the past few years, i’ve been dreaming – 

Dreaming to get what the hell I imagine to bling!

I ain’t know what just happened - Oh hallucination

Fantasy got me delusion. The Reality – An Illusion –

The illusion of funeral things that got me real hard

& took me away from where the hell I being was.

I became insomniac; got internet-Hum that churn!

I forgot who I was; how and what I be --- became 

Everyday I got numb – even still...i’m pretty numb;

Lying into my bed with a pen in a hand writing a note --

to myself. What the hell it is! I ain't know, damn thing

It brought depression so I made it my passion belonged

to erotic fashion - the fashion to masturbation. Ouch!!

Ov’r the past few years,

Reading everyday. Damn. Writing late-nights.

This’s all I got – the insomnia of wondrous-life

~*~*~

Announcement

After completion of jotting down my earlier rap (song--fast---track) called "Intemperance". I headed on work on my novel that i'm already working on (The Debauchery), but before I continued the thread of my novel-writing, a new thought waved around and just hit in my head badly that got me real hard. Eventually, I came up with another rap-song called "Insomnia Of Life". I had no intention to write anew rap right after the earlier one but I guess, sometimes, we know what life wants from us or, may be, what it needs to show to us. The another rap that I'm gonna come up with very soon would be found in anew post. The new rap's just belonged to my own real life that'd reflect a little --- a very tiny glimpse of my OWN "writing-life" in words... through rapping. So, hold on to your butts!

Intemperance ~ The Modified (Web) Version

I posted a rap ov'r the web (where I do post my rest of the erotic poetry) and got an excellent review from one of the writers named "J.E.C." First read the rap and then head on to the review that i've got from him!

~*~*~

You roll ov'r my heart. I pull your skirt

You be in love. Nails tear up my shirt.

Lips bite the ears. I hurt. Be Flirt

You whisper the name. I pervert

My intense words wet you, “The Whole”

Undress yourself. I make you crawl.

You creep into bed. I call you “Miss Red".

Just do-do-do damn what I said.

Take off your trouser & lay on the bed.

I be “The Bad.” What you mad at?

Your daddy sleeping, I’m peaking at

Where’s your momma, baby? Is she with your boy-friend?

It’s an erotic song, Graphical words be wrong-wrong

You be my bait!

Lock up the door. Jump off... hell, to the bed.

Take off your clothes. Ruin every shelf.

It’s damage, blondie! I Reck-Wreck!

I speak to you, ye - “Thigh-to-Thigh”

Shake up your booty. It's raged-naked

I be real. Oh your boyfriend? Aww, He’s fake-baked

He's with your mother.

I ain’t sage. Ain’t belief in fate.

I hate faith. No Fate, kate. Let’s masturbate.

Jerk off the life. Hook up the world.

You cheatin' on your.. boyfriend & I mean it babe.

With real estate. Your erotic, mate.

It’s... Adam great. You know my name. No mistake.

I be no kid with any.... board-skate.

My words got written in empty-slate.

The pages got the hangover of... “Dark Ash”

You pancake. You cupcake.

You skinny face. I lust you. 

Just one night. I said-said.

No heartache. With the morn, i’m gone.

Love brings me.... “Oh Heartaches.”

Being good means...  “The Heartbreaks!”

I get the game. It’s fame of shame

or the shame with fame. So insane. Cut the crap!

It’s morn now. I lust you bad!

Your daddy waking but where’s your momma at?

Is she still with... your boyfriend?

Oh, What the... modern-damn-trend. Everywhere, Aww... bang-bang!

It’s Bangkok! Open the lock.

We be on the spot.

Your momma coming. Didn’t you hear the sound?

The sound of her heel.

I’m aware of that - oh yea... o' that feel. 

I had a good time with her.. at the bay, hell on hue.

Now don’t give me that look. 

I've been gentle with her & you.

Ye - once i'd lust her too.

Is it lie or true? You ain't care.

I tell you what - you spare-spare! Gotta love affair.

I care not. She's too hot!

It's fire babe. Just one night. No heartache.

It's intemperance that does fluctuate - oh time-to-time

Today, you with me. Morrow, you ain't

I get this.

You momma comin'. No ditch-pitch. 

I gotta go. Won't be back until the babe, i'm rage-again!

~*~*~

Here's a link to reach for its first version that I've only shared on blogger:
http://frameuponthehearts.blogspot.in/2015/06/intemperance-dirty-night-rap.html

Intemperance ~ The Rap

You walk my heart. I pull your skirt

You be in top. Rip off my shirt

Lips bite the ears. I hurt. Flirt

You whisper name. I be pervert

My intense words wet you, “The Whole”

Undress yourself. I make you crawl.

You creep in bed. You - “Miss Red".

Just do-do-do damn what I said.

Take off your blouse. Lay on the bed.

I be “The Bad.” What you mad at?

Your daddy sleeping, I’m peaking at

Where’s your momma, baby? Is she with your boy-friend?

It’s an erotic song, Graphical words be wrong-wrong

I’m bad-bat.

Lock up the door. Jump off... hell, to the bed.

Take off your clothes. Ruin every shelf.

It’s damage, blondie! I Reck-Wreck!

Everywhere. Into the bed. You sigh-high.

No hi-bye. It’s wi-fi.

No internet. You be my porn.

I speak to you damn “Thigh-to-Thigh”

Shake up your booty. It’s raged-naked

I be real. Oh your boyfriend? Aww, He’s fake-baked

I ain’t sage. Ain’t belief in fate.

I hate faith. No Fate, kate. Let’s masturbate.

Fuck off the life. Fuck up the world.

You cheat on your boyfriend & I mean it babe.

With real estate. Your erotic, mate.

It’s Adam great. You know my name. No mistake.

I be no kid with any.... board-skate.

My words got written in empty-slate.

The pages got the hangover of... “Dark Ash”

You pancake. You cupcake.

You sluty face. I lust you. Just one night. I'd already said.

No heartache. With the morn, i’m gone.

Love brings me.... “Oh Heartaches.”

Being good means...  “The Heartbreaks!”

I get the game. It’s fame of shame

or the shame with fame. So insane. Cut the crap!

It’s morn now. I lust you bad!

Your daddy waking but where’s your momma at?

Is she still with your boyfriend?

Oh, What a modern-trend. Everywhere, Aww... bang-bang!

It’s Bangkok! Open the lock.

Your momma coming. Didn’t you hear the sound?

The sound of her heel.

I’m aware of feel. I had a good time with her, on hue.

Don’t give me that look. You know, once i'd lust your mother too.

Is it lie or true? You can't understand, I say.

It's wicked world where either you haunt or become the prey.

Here's a link to visit its web or second version that i'd modified and posted on other literary site:

http://frameuponthehearts.blogspot.in/2015/06/intemperance-modified-web-version.html

Visit the above link and am pretty sure, the web version that i've written's pretty fast and awesome to rap!! Try it!! ;)

Historian Romance ~ The Dangerous Affair

I've got a mania to your sapphire eyes

I'm manic so lost in hedonism of intemperance 

belonged to your alcoholic appearance,

The wicked intention of my drunken heart teasin' you on nights'

& it's a pleasure, within you love being whirling in trance

(Aye-Aye)

You've got me speechless

My mouth needs to get locked with yous, I speak!

I've got an addiction to your blueberry eyes

that's makin' me an alcoholic freak

What a romantic tapestry of remarkable love you've marked my heart with!

I'm so lost and confused even within me

The sleepless hours & the manic time

taking me beyond the region...

where I ain't even reside

(Voooosh ~! I Lie)

What you are's not confirmed

Where you hail from's still a noxious mystery 

You got me real hard, I'm on dreamed!

Hell, You got me lost somewhere around fantasy

I'm stuck in you; tied up with lechery

The way you lay down in my bed is all what makin' my bottom rigid

Don't walk on by me

See! I'm getting perfectly Erotic... on you!

I'm outta mind although you go wrapped in my variant league

Let me smoke you; swallow you;

devour you, hell damn it, let me gulp you whole down, 

I breathe your vanilla scents to get drunk

It's our historian romance that belongs to modern love -
The Dangerous Affair - I be your hunk

                     Perhaps, In your love, i'm desperately Sunk!

Ps. To read the concept behind this poetry, you may visit the below link. The link will take you to my "Caffeine" stuffs where you may read the summary of above poetry, deeply.

http://caffeterianstuffs.blogspot.in/2015/06/historian-romance-dangerous-affair.html

The Faith Untold

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Long ago, in a century of love

One man with heart...

stepped out to the world

He smoked racial queens like a wisp to blur

& enjoyed every night with ladies, Oh the guv pervert

One day, a curvaceous figured lady entered his heart

She was one in the million;

put her real nice faith in him, but what??

Tequila shots made him building her up, somewhat
Oh, he rubbed his chest against her, but
pushed her real hard, under the shower, into the "bathroom" walls

She breathed deep-sighs for love & moaned in the pleasure of comfort

She thought, it’s real, but in real, it was desperation, clustered

They both were into each other that got ‘em drunkard

It was a bondage of sadism belonged to dominance of masochism

Oh poor lady, 

Yeah the baby that lady drifted toward the strokes of infatuated prism

He played the game; told her beautiful true lies;

pushed her against walls

though, she believed him more than her life

Then one night, everythin’ rolled all ov’r the sky

He broke the cupcake of her sweeten heart

& brought her to knees

She pretended not to cry but he wrapped her in plea

Her voluptuous lips shuddered the universe;

opulent mouth flattered the sensuous air

She got lost & confused in... 'Stranger's Love-Affair'

The affair – Unfair – In the pair of layer

She walked the heartaches, alone;

spent countless nights in a trance... at home

Nobody reached for her

but everybody cheated, hell, betrayed on her

Everywhere she moved on... found nothing but hurt

Her faith in love got whirled & stirred...

with the mazes of love

Last, she reached the bridge

where once she had exchanged moist & warmed kisses;

spent few moments of life with him

but now everything got left behind

Her body got tired of her broken-spirit, but.. what??

Suddenly, the waves rushed through the scents of her golden hair;

kissed the stuff of fluff;

breathed anew air, oh that's "Lush"

The man who had broken her heart...

arrived back to her,

but before he did regret for... on what he just done,

She was already gone...

& lost somewhere in the dune of white clouds, above

Heaven kept her into the cradle of flowers

but the world taught her the meaning of love, 

It’s nothing more than getting wet under the shower

~*~*~

~~~ Stranger's love appeared so bold

Oh, that's cold ~ the faith untold ~~~

The Shadow Of Darkness ~ An Epic

Oh hell yeah!!

It's been freaking so many... hell, too many months since I got the key to unlock the flesh of plea. Whao! Well, what all i'm sayin' out here is that "probably" the first write that I had posted/dropped out there ov'r the folio of "BLOGGER" is called "Blood Lust - The Haunted Night: An Epic". It wasn't the first time that I wrote "epic", i've already written many earlier before, but yeah, it's true that i'd posted the one here in the month of March, Thursday, 19th.2015 & since then, I continued the thread of writing tiny-miny shorty-poetry's including writing some sexy "sonnets"... as well. 

14th.June/2015 - It's the day when I wrote another epic, hell -  a supersonic emotional epic - that begets more emotional attachments toward love. So, here we are... here we go, Let's hit the break, ladies and read it to the full sitting next to your babies. Opps! (Butter Mouth) Awww, Lol.

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"I love you by night but have much darkness to fear, 

You be an anticipation of life that I afraid to loose, oh seer

When you be close to me, Oh Lady, I ain't even in me

& while you cross the street, I wonder, why there’s always a memory left to plea?

Tears roll down my face, You must be the dream I chase

Let me wrap you in me the way the words get stuck in a book-case

You be the book – an open – written yet unwritten – book that I place ov’r the shelf

Come and get burst in words, I’ll shape you in hands, am better known as Wordsmith-Chef

My life just on the edge, & the spirit’s sitting by the verge of colden sea

I love you real hard though afraid to loose you in the shadow of darkness, I plea

You understand, I read you throughout the voids of dark-silence,

I go lost with you... only in you

When you just gone, I rescue the love, You enhance

Dusk belongs to us, nocturnal romance’s already unleashed to our loosen-up feet

We belong to dirty-spirit, I love you all night though afraid to loose you, I plea

My mistakes making me feeling so mistaken

Don’t walk on by heart, once you gone, i’m whole shaken

I’m lost somewhere into the corners of your heart

Let me feel you ov’r the night before my own love gives me poor heartaches that hurt

I’m always wondered, why i’m so broken to knee?

Then you come appeared before my eyes & speak up to me ‘bout the virtue of love

that certainly makes me loving you more during the closing hours of mid-night

perhaps... i’m always getting lost & wandered in worry;

afraid to lose you deep somewhere into the shadow of darkness so I bleed...

in words; in tears; in pages... 

in love; in letters; in fear; in an every speck of dark-memory, Don’t walk on by me, Oh,  Lady, I plea

My morn belongs to you and the dusk goes fallen on you

I’m always in hurry to devour you; don’t even know what i’m goin’ through

As you come by the echo of salacious night

I love you real hard; pull on your hair & push you against (the) walls, you shy

Although, I FEAR morn; Ye - I FEAR being lone

 The morn comes up with shine; kisses the dune of melancholy sky

My heart afraid to loose you, cause, the morn takes you away off me, I cry though lie,

I lay down lone on the bed of memories holding your scents within me....

to bleed in ashes; in river of tears; into the stream of heartaches, Oh please

It’s night, don’t turn around, yet the night’s just begun

Let’s put the fear of morn aside by, gently

Come and hold my hand, your menthol breaths make me go shaken

from top to bottom,

& your love overcomes my past that’s one hell of a folios being mistaken

Loving you badly’s the only thing that comes into my variant mind first...

as your presence enters the sea of my scandalous life, I got crush...

on you & need you to breathe you whole night,

Dark-hours knockin' at the pane of our spirits once again

So, let me love you real hard under the blessings of romantic night;

loosen up my whole body with yous even the beaten feet

though still I worry... am afraid to loose you in the darkness of love-shades, Aye-Aye
I speak up to you & you listen to me carefully without even questioning

Hell, even the breeze of life’s being resided in you, under your fluffy feet,

Come & enter my life so as... I won’t be mistaken anymore... won’t be even bleeding to plea."

***

I'm pretty sure that you've already reached to my earlier epic-write called "Blood Lust - The Haunted Night: An Epic" though.. in case, if you still find some problem to visit that page then here's a direct link to jump into the castles of "EPIC'. Voosh!

http://frameuponthehearts.blogspot.in/2015/03/blood-lust-haunted-night-sensual-erotica.html

Unconditional Love

"You make the life gratified living
Though, I hate being dreaming of being “loving”
I rescue your love the way you damn rescued mine
I need your breath to make everything fine
Your imprints upon the sand
& remarkable footprints ov’r the land
both make you divine even in dusk,
I want to be the speck of golden dust
that kisses the bottom of your feet & tastes the flavours of musk
It’s ‘bout warmed sensations of lust
aroused from heart makin’ me lost to your nirvana love,
Every pose – the gesture you giving to your lovers
is all what making my night uncover...
to love you unconditionally the way nobody has done
So, Come here and take my hand,
I’m pretty sure, I’ll make you every night surprisingly “Numb"".

The Matrix

"Oh these stupid little matrix's of love-affairs

never let the life come outta the fog of dark-layers

It all keep indulging you every-day, sadly

Get outta your past & see, how it has even already influenced your present, badly. 

~ Ouch! ~ 

Now, Read it What, the hell, I just bring it!"

You stemmed into my life from the past

I loaded my love to make you blast

into vulnerable atmospheric castles of air... 

to breathe you all day, my love unfair

No one’s lost, nothing’s found

I need you next to me when i’m ov’r the ground

How stupid these analogies of love are

The spirit can never cross the anticipation of our...

love that brings things alive to the realm of melancholy heart

How wondrous it’d be if there won’t be any pain

Then, I wake up my eyes & see, there’s always rainbow after rain

Love takes it all away what it gives to our hand

We shan’t worry of... what’s not even existed across the land

We’ll be into air, right after cold winds,

Our presence’ll left into an every speck of memories

Let days past the nights even the whole shades of heartbreaks

Hold on to your butts, the sequel’s never as good as the original, as Seith Rollins says.

The Remarkable Love ~ A Rap

"Broke you real hard in some brittle pieces of my remarkable love;
 Left you lone behind the patch of demoralized heart;

Slay you in cupcakes, hell bloody lustful-quakes, foamed beneath us

& I did haunt you, sucked to your bud – the open cuts

Only the judder -- A symphony, I heard

all ov’r the glimpse of lewd-room that aroused

from deep inside your salivated mouth

drooled with lecherousness,

Urgently, I took the gratification of your comfort

to my hostile mouth with another rapture of undisguised concupiscence, housed

My love – a vulnerable desire – No menace

(The quaver of flesh & the dance under the roof - The movements of temperance)

Ye - the starvation of heart at extreme was certainly a trance

that made me an illusionist to your unclothed night

& with some wanting morn, I left you lone with sweet memories of sinful bites."

Sensual Bites

Melody of your venomous hum

drives me to bewitched riots of nights

I gulp you down before you churn 

caramel flesh of sensuality with love bites - 

The bites full of your malicious warmth,

urgently breathed by me deep inside,

make you feel the enchant of erotic longue, quite

So calm, soft & fright

Hell, your beauty so delight

Long legs & red dress 

always take me to another imaginative night

Listen, I make my living by talking dirty

Beautiful, it's to have you naked in bed, so lurky

You do find solace - the peace in agile 

I get you my love & leaf through your portfolio - the file

that shows me your past - the cast - the secret

that you've kept stored to your naked heart

is now burnt out into ashes by my love  - 

the love that takes you to my world - The Curse -

to another ride. 

The imprints, I kiss, you leave behind.

The Awaken Beauty

Somewhere in the middle of alluring ocean,

She aroused from deep inside of it

The universe blew along her notion

& uncold winds've had enough off of it - the drip

Suddenly I felt the breeze of her droplets across face

I didn't know: "What i'm going through!"

Beautiful, it was, to see.. to feel, in every phase

Seemed, the life got whirled around her pastel-hue

Soon, the dusk got fallen 

& replaced with another glimpse of dark-hours

She got strewn ov'r the waters with ripples stolen

from her own supersonic breath that further dispersed the scents of her own in flowers

She was all who woke up from the core of "Clootie"

Her own wisdom belonged to love, ye - she was "The Awaken Beauty."

Beyond The Limit

I look at into your oceania eyes

& then glare & stare deep down in your menthol mouth

What I find’s only a leaf of virtue in guise of beautiful true lies

that you certainly speak up to me, I devout.

The way you walk the sand of land (Island)

makes my notorious heart as numb as frozen ice

Let me cross remarkable footprints even tasteless river hand in hand

In love, if you love, there's no option to love but choice.

Either you swag with or without the shades of my capricious love

My variant spirit’ll always paint you well ‘pon heart.. in words

Whatever sorta immortal & soften species you are, white dove

I capture an every figment of yous in eyes, no matter if you flock toward... in herds

You stuck deep inside the fathoms of my seductive heart & gently beloved by... with tender spirit

I tease you all night to death perhaps you love having us both reaching beyond the limit.