It's 10.25PM (IST) here - 5th September, 2020
Suddenly, outta nowhere, something pulled me back to gone time and nudged me to recollect some old memories. And guess what? - I walked past to another room where I started writing these blogs; looked across my rack & found my this very old laptop that I had bought back in 2012 during my first year of Graduation. I really don't ev'n remember neither do I recall when or since I last worked on this laptop.
There are so many memories attached to this laptop -
First, of course, it was/is my very first laptop
Second, I even embarked on my writing journey "ON" and just "cos" of this laptop. So I believe, this laptop is pretty special to me, and this might have been the reason why I never thought to sell it out in auctions...
.. i still remember, there was this time since & once i really planned to sell it out due to personal & family issues... which i would prefer not to disclose here. Though, time is pretty funny and has been way funnier to us all - when i wanted it to move and walk past, it never walked away but stopped in my life; during my bad days. And now, so many years later, when I want time to stop, it's even running this far that I can't even chase on it.
And this is what makes me remind & remember - who i was and what i have just become. My old memories teach me some lessons which I still deny to learn because may be, it has been too late to become "Naive" again... though there's nothing wrong to become naive again, perhaps, the world is too bad to deal innocent ones, and you would be too naive to deal this bad world now. So the balance should remain maintained as long as it remains the same or unchanged... with such "Unfaded Memories" of gone time.
Ps.
Now i might be re-continuing posting on blogger.
Suddenly, outta nowhere, something pulled me back to gone time and nudged me to recollect some old memories. And guess what? - I walked past to another room where I started writing these blogs; looked across my rack & found my this very old laptop that I had bought back in 2012 during my first year of Graduation. I really don't ev'n remember neither do I recall when or since I last worked on this laptop.
There are so many memories attached to this laptop -
First, of course, it was/is my very first laptop
Second, I even embarked on my writing journey "ON" and just "cos" of this laptop. So I believe, this laptop is pretty special to me, and this might have been the reason why I never thought to sell it out in auctions...
.. i still remember, there was this time since & once i really planned to sell it out due to personal & family issues... which i would prefer not to disclose here. Though, time is pretty funny and has been way funnier to us all - when i wanted it to move and walk past, it never walked away but stopped in my life; during my bad days. And now, so many years later, when I want time to stop, it's even running this far that I can't even chase on it.
And this is what makes me remind & remember - who i was and what i have just become. My old memories teach me some lessons which I still deny to learn because may be, it has been too late to become "Naive" again... though there's nothing wrong to become naive again, perhaps, the world is too bad to deal innocent ones, and you would be too naive to deal this bad world now. So the balance should remain maintained as long as it remains the same or unchanged... with such "Unfaded Memories" of gone time.
Ps.
Now i might be re-continuing posting on blogger.
Hmmmm to know and choose not to know???? Choices...🌹
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