Still A Flower

Something missing, and something lost. 

Something that skipping is teasing me utmost. 

The value of ethics, yes, i'm forgotten. 

The respect that i had, may be, is rotten. 

A flower that she was's turned to piercing throne. 

Once we walked together. Today, we traveled alone. 

Because in life, 

Something's missing, and everything belost. 

Heart skipping beats, & the body lost its soul. 

Once she was hungry, & her starvation, yes i stole

Her giggles, i remember. And memories, do i recall. 

Time just...

 ...had us both lost. And it hurt us both the utmost. 

She's still a flower to me, not throne 

but how do i fumble my heart as it never listens to me, i mourn

Because in life,

Something's missing. Damn! Nothing is lost.

Love's in you, but it has its cost 

It takes your everything than giving you the most

She'll always be that flower that i kissed.. oh yes allot

But i understand,

If the flower's just wilted, you can water it again

but once it's already broken, you can never sleep on its pain. 

The pain that she had in her, never shown to me, i blur

I inadvertently broke that flower, & guess what? -- i lost her

It was I. Me. She. Her. And us together. We were...

so lost & drunk so enough to stir the spur 

But still... there was something i forgot,

may be, it was nothing or everything that, my god, i fuckin' slept on her.