Shut The Light

It's dang masturbation that i done tonight
since 'eons & long  i've been jerking off all time
1 year, 2 years, 3 years, 4 years... every year passing on by my life
i want to stop what i'd slate shits down
but don't even know what to kill: Subject? or Noun?
Dang, bang, no gang bang! only M & F, my mind rang
but, you know what...
sometimes it depends on hormones, man
so even in gang bang, i'm dang white-fang
i got lull fans, but null friends
Hi Hola hell people, i'm sick of trends
i want my life back in my hands
i don't wanna masturbate but i'm on strands';
damn reached extreme, oh hell every night, i'm swang, swang
(JERK-OFF, BABY!)
Technology has ruined my life
but it brought me where i'm stand in life
Internet unleashed to success, oh what a white-lie!
we all peeps usin' it to be in delight, in guise
i've been watching porn since 'eons, long time
& now when i look up in the mirror, i see...
my hair damn turned to grey, i cry, oh my god, it's all white!
& i ask, what i'd get.. got.. gotten in... those  from mayhem's?
nothing left to me, ans. comes, &
another year just passed on by my untied-life - off entire life, my life's gone, now shut the light!!

Ps.

"Technology has ruined today's youth but somehow it has carried 'em all to the undisguised pleasure of success so it's always in their hands what to do with whatever they got in their hands and where to move to reach.. what? Some using phones/laptops/computers/internet.. for chatting, some for dating, webcam, flirting, groping, & some for writing and what else... for watching porn, & that's the real truth cos we're led wrong but by whom... by oneself's, but everyone, whoever doing whatever across the continents of planted-world, everyone's in the race to please the moment they been stuck in. So the poetry's not 'bout just any particular person.. or individual not even just pointing out today's youth, but it's 'bout everyone who's taking nature's call & what's nature's call, btw? No Control 'pon The Hunger Of Heart!

Some want to stop doing masturbation cos regular & incessant jerking off may lead 'em to stress, depression & to the wrong edge of their life. The old saying goes: "Sin separates us from God". And, so true... it certainly takes us away from God but to... where? To The Doorway Of Satan. We lost the real we having ourselves being rolled up with insanity - the mania to maniac nights &, resulting, under the blanket, over the night, we chant: shut the light up! Years pass on by out life and when we come to understand the worth of living, it becomes too late even to turn things around... 

... and life gone."

Check out one of my earlier posts called: ""FORBIDDEN KISSES" where an old man goes back in his youth for a moment & explains how youth's being swung in masturbatory-laboratory (the paradox of their life) & living along with depression, hate & the misery of forgiven life.

Link's given below:

http://frameuponthehearts.blogspot.in/2016/03/forbidden-kisses.html