Friday, 10 June 2016

One Aphrodite

May/31/2016!

She's in my day; in my night;
on my mind; not in life
every morn when i wake up
do see her laying by my side
in my bed, then in kitchen
i be her lad. And she -- my kitten
bringing warmed nudism of coffee
oh her holy naked persona...
ain't even less than the incarnation of Aphrodite.

Complex Love

You're a beautiful trauma of life --
the viability either to live or to die
in the pleasure of... what?
Complexity -- the rube Goldberg i seldom recognize,
perhaps do certainly realize...
the Saudi dogma of 'tis empirically satirical & Tribery love
that sometimes proffers me my own breath
so sometimes snatches ev'n the remnant waft of life to death.

20:40

May/27/2016!

(i)
"A man need some women
& the woman long for men
Man slam damn then ramm bang & whang swang...
every woman like a piece of shit, to that i Amen!
I know i be & will be grammatically wrong
'cause 'tis is what y'all know i love being i am...
as long as 'em literature words i spend my text-cam
& i hate smartass people
'cause E-intelligence my mayhem!"

(ii)
"A woman need some men
to get tucked, hugged, & fucked
The man yearn for women
to suck to fuck G-buds'
& this is how we men be-loved
& y'all women rubbed, cupped & shoved
Love's a craziest game, & in the game of stupid love,
both thugs, men & women - the sinners gone damn mugged
& you know what...
I'm wired, fired & tired of 'tis chessboard of B-love."

Undrunk

May/25/2016!

Understand the retro peregrination of disbursed words;
Recognise the inertia of cursed heart;
& you keep walkin' down B-Bouvleyard steet
'cause in your absence, i'm clearly hurt, Miss twerk.
Very poetic E-prompts do i sure write
Poetic sage, raged & abruptly engaged Pneuma am I
No you can't teach what's mentally untaught
I'm real cause you stay up overnight
& yes, i watch you from backside;
from the upfront window left? Right? The corner Upright;
& wish if i was so... drunk
I probably & possibly had you swallowed like a sweet butterfly
In such lonely & crucified nights,
What a glass of wine can't do,
you perfectly can even have me Brahms & Liszt so tight.

Oh Woman

May/23/2016!

Nothin's for long
Everythin's for a while across 'tis Wiltshire world,
Sometimes do i sure wonder
So sometimes the life has me pondered...
... 'bout the impractically practical
theory of an aqualung love --
The love, that's nothin' more than an unconsciously subconscious fleck of subglacial dirt...,
Spoiled with instinct omega particles;
Rotten like a lil dust of scruffy disgust;
Dispersed in the face of musky sky;
& strenuously,
being cursed by the filthy hot lust of angust...
... has 'tis whole seismic universe bobbed
in the yacht of venom; gently cuffed-puffed & poisoned with a few ejaculating drops of penetrative mistrust
The trust's sure blown up away...
to 'nutter semi-arid sea-shore-strand of Florence sun,
& quite philosophically, when it comes to reality,
there's nothin' likely to be spun...
... in the slumdog -- the semitic lobe of scrupulous love
but the shrunk speck of gone life like an age so young.

(pause)
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Oh Woman, ... nothin' is for long --
not the love, no least the life,
not your laughter or the cry,
not your age, not "that" smile,
not even the breath you taking to be alive...
*sigh*
'cause there's always sweet & light goodbyes...
a few moments later of Halo & Hi's.

Retreat

Black clouds cover the white clouds
in the veil in Wales in dark shrouds
I'm sitting in my chair, then walkàbout
Rain fall 'pon my ice-face
& i'm like so cool: Ace-To-Face
The thunderstorm's barefaced
& comes down to my street,
I hold my pen & let words bleed...
in the form of thoughts that i retreat.

freestyle

It's 02:12 A.M, & i'm still awake
sitting in my bed; writing 'nutter flake;
wondering what to do, my heart getting quake
The quakes in form of thoughts
havin' me lost in own maze
& last i go wondered: "Damn, what is hate?"

Love ain't so real. Surreal life it bring.
Unreal world we live through like an unknown thing.
Every night do i bling
& think: "What's called love?"
Love got nothin' on MY heart,
but why is it hurt, of blown things above?

& to remove the aches of life,
all night do i dang write
never know what to tell,
but there's something on my mind
that i spell down in B-words, you people name it freestyle.

Mental Breakdown

May/21/2016!

Nobody comes when i need 'em the most
I am alive human. In my own i'm the ghost
And 'tis is my life. I guess, i'm overdose
Overloaded guy prosaic in the prose
Writing every shit what people showing me down
I ain't know what's love but a mental breakdown.

Drastic Night

May/18/2016!

And, in the pond of love,
What was she -- just another duck
Chased by Italian Wolves;
Savored by Hungarian alligators
& brutally chewed like a sea--smut
Blood sprawled all ov'r the first layer of water
& her syrupy breadth bobbed in the flood of mud
I was... am naivè vulture alive
Wished if the world wasn't that thug,
People would have known the value of love

But wait, i'm the vulture alive
& yes, me either drank her like a wine
& slug-ged her straight deep down to the theatre of cinematic heart, i absurd

She has... had her own life to live,
& to love, & to breathe
But why so every alligator-cum-man has to suck to her jelly bud
& ---- for what? ----
    ---- just to please the body;
maniac state of disturbed & so unstable mind...
... by the warmth of her flesh
Soothing the hunger of drastic night
Ramming her real hard under the roof of dark hut
whose doors get shut before night;
right after welcoming the dust of dusk
And, as sun hides behind those tropical hills;
clouds cover the moon in veil,
Hunger arises from the first floor of floured heart
Lady of night walks down the street
& hunters hunt her deep in the grave of volcanic hearth
... & for what? --- just to enjoy the moment of Infatuation,
but of all, to have night drunk in the glory of fuck the pond duck.

Moment Of Infatuation

And her husband was outta town, infant was resting in satirical cradle of peace while i slowly entered the room & helped Kelly sleep well in her own very bed that night.

"Her hair'd fall upon my face
my face wandered through her glossy knots
the warmth of her mouth'd blow me away
& into the canal of lust i had her bobbed."

I can’t forget the incense of her hair, softness of writhing lips; the taste of her breath, & certainly the intoxication of her unveiled night, will i never forget how molten, raged & electrified it’s certainly been... to me, to my insatiable nights.

She had me utter numbed; sunk into love; wrapped me so tight in her & completely lost into the moment of infatuation...

“moment of infatuation?”

“yes, just the matter of fact... 

(pause)
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"... had seen her walking down the street,
back in long days,  
since was i sitting by the window
& writing the novels on Prague ladies.
Porn got nothin' on "Real" women
so yeah, i got released & followed the imprints of that reserved lady 
whose named was &, of course, the bombshell she is "Kelly"...

... & a month later from that eve,
yeah, i encountered her in her own bedroom
since her husband wasn't around in city
& lil toddler was taking deep breathe. (Sleeping)."
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And guess what?

... she had me lost &
sunk into the ocean of loves,
i’d completely loose up myself that night
& my feet freely loosen up with hers."

When i still do remind the night replaying the C-D of her personage love across my stereotype-head, what all do i see, watch & sadistically conceive outta the rest of the very vivacious scenario of her panoramic love-bites is simply the casual affair of her... with me "Adam-Adams", who seldom understood or will hardly ever volume the depths of her deepen heart...

“i would dance with her 
having the pleasure of her body & to had her satisfied,
perhaps, she often rolled up & down along with me...
but in a hope to meet true love, B- Romance, thee mesmerized.”

She often seemed to be drained in a hope...

“in a hope of what?”

... in a hope that someday, someone'll might come & take her to his own world for life rather just keep ramming, slamming & banging her real hard, so very hard, overnight, only for a night, perhaps, what all would she gotten was & has been beyond the figments of her tormented fantasies so far, but in an other way... cause...

“... many would enter her life;
A thousands of walked off her drastic night;
every man wasn’t nor has been never will ever be the same
some treat her wrong, so some hardly caressed her right.
Whatever her love or what kinda “THING” was she  ‘bout
nobody could understood but me - the bearer of love - figured out
that she was nothing nor noone to anyone but another “soul”
dripped in the pond of love baited by love-traitors who had ladies unbound."

“And then what?”
“Nothing.”

As usual, like always, just another day, another dawn,
another man hailed from another town.
Anew hush, ‘nother love, & the lust
in what she’d oft. burst,
The hunger of night would be long-last
but the desperation toward love over lust will never be unmasked.